There are many things that have made sick for too much of my life. I will write about a few that have close to killing my ability to go forward.
The thing is that I have lost patience with pretending that I am not hurt to the pit of my stomach. I live in a world where I hear lies about male violence coming at me from all angles.
Enough. Before speaking, stop and see for a second the pain you put out into the world.
I deeply wounded by women who named themselves “feminists”, then say how harmless the sex trade is. I am sick of being reasonable about this.
I say here that you cannot be a feminist and support the sex trade.
I have said this in many ways and many times. I know that you choose not to hear. But again I say, do not call yourself a feminist and suppport the sex trade.
For you are supporting a system that is killing women and girls. You are supporting a system that keeping all women in a state of fear.
To support the sex trade because you may perceive it as harmless and liberating . That is a highly selfish and privileged way to view the sex trade.
I want to say that real women and girls are damaged by the sex trade.
When you promote the sex trade, you are discounting a whole section of women and girls. You are placing them as sub-humans.
For, by backing the sex trade, you saying that the performers, lap-dancers, prostituted women and girls, escorts and all the other women and girls in the sex trade do not feel pain. That do not have a life outside of their role in the sex trade.
If you percieve the sex trade as empowering or entertainment, I would say shame on you. It is the entertainment of the bear pit.
And I do not believe in feminist porn. I thought feminist politics could go beyond the sexuality of degradation.
I say here that women that defend porn and prostitution has total disrespect to the women that exited the sex trade. I will not listen anymore to their delusions.
For it wounds me severely hearing words that ridicude all the pain I was force to live with.
I have enough of feeling I should not say that my ambition is to be part of abolishing prostitution. I don’t want to tinker with the systems of prostitution.
I want it to be as dead as a dodo.
I can see no reason why men should be allow buy women for sex.
I do do see as part of evolution that men can own women and girls. I did read Darwin, I must of miss that part.
I am sick of the view it has always be here, so there no point in getting rid of prostitution.
That is only said by men who see buying women and girls as an entitlement, but pretend to be reasonable.
I say that is nonsense. I don’t care how long prostitution has existed. I do care that real women and girls are being raped, tortured, mentally abused and murdered for the sake that men can have an orgasm.
This makes very sick. So, I have had enough.
I am sick that women and girls in the sex trade are made invisible in life. And in death they are blamed.
I want these women and girls to be seen in their wholeness, however uncomfortable that may be. These women and girls are not worthless.
I want the reasons that women and girls enter the sex trade to be explore. I want that can spaces that these women and girls can be safe enough to express their realities.
I want that their realities to be heard and not to be stereotypes.
But, I need that it stop that only interest in women and girls in the sex trade in after yet more murders.
I cannot bear anymore how men can causually murdered women and girls who they consider to be “whores” and it is made invisible.
It appears only to be noticed when a man is stupid enough to kill more than one “prostitute”. Most women and girls in the sex trade that are murdered become unsolved crimes.
I am sick that those murdered women and girls are blamed for their own deaths. I am sick that too many people have sympathy for the b-tards that decide to murder them.
I am sick that we still glamourise the killing of prostituted women and girls. It is just another porn story.
As someone who could of been murdered by punters on their whim. I can see no glamour there.
I remember how casually violent men were with prostituted women and girls. It is very ordinary.
Many men will kill, because they just do not care. They see killing as the ultimate sexual fantasy.
We should have no pity for these men.
Do not make excuses for them, just give them a life sentence.
I do not wish to write anymore.
There is a fury in me that has becomes a sickness.
I want to live in a world where no-one finds it acceptable to buy and sell women and girls for men to have an orgasm.