I am finding things very hard at the moment, coz I have terrible menopause.
It is affecting my sleep – even though I tend to sleep about six hours a night, I am not even getting that.
I am having nightmares, sweating all the time, having to go to the toilet and needing water all the time.
That is just at night.
In the day, I am dizzy and restless.
I feel very depressed and getting vicious memories as usual.
I am finding writing very hard, but I want to write so much.
My head feels like it full of cotton wool.
I want things to perfect or just really easy so I can do stuff without too much fuss.
So I will write but when I have the ability to do it.