How to Create a Whore

The word whore has the power to hurt, the power to turn that pain invisible to the outside.

To be a whore is to forget what you were before that word engulfs you.

I want to explore that word, want it to fit into my skin – and not to always to rip out my guts.

I cannot and will not reclaim that word. It was never my word, it will never fit prostituted women and girls.

Whore is a word that fits using prostituted women and girls until they lose any human existence. It is a word of elimination.

It can never be a word of power to women and girls that are classed as whores.

TIME BEFORE BEING A WHORE

To be become a whore it is important that there is an emptiness inside the woman and girl already. An emptiness that will not, cannot be filled.

There are many and varied reasons for this.

It can be from being abused sexually as a child at home, in sexual rings. It can be complete neglect at home.

It can be going in and out of foster, children’s homes – never fitting in unless being used by others.

It can be wanting and needing to rebel, to fit in as a hard case when weeping deep inside.

It can be wanting and needing love so much that you do anything for your boyfriend.

It can be an anger so strong that you stop caring what happens to your body.

It can be being a whore stops your brain thinking and remembering.

That is the point that you are ready for the sex trade.

BEING MADE

For the profiteers of the sex trade are the constant look out for broken women and girls to create as whores.

The profiteers will name themselves as boyfriends, a close friend, managers, businessmen, companion – pimp is so old-fashioned.

Most profiteers will be so understanding and caring.

Only most have a coldness in their eyes that is impossible to forget. A coldness that reminds you that hope is pointless.

It out of their kindness, that they put you up, place you in their environment.

For a short period, the woman or girl is treated as so damned special. For a short period, she gets glimpses of something else, but as she is happy she closes down all else.

She shut down seeing men going in and out his place, shut down seeing money being exchanged, shut down seeing women and girls with dead eyes.

It not her world, so why worry.

Only, she is told it is a good way to make money, if you love me you want make me money.

Nothing is for free you know.

CLOSING DOWN

Now, this would the point that a non-whore would run away.

A girl or woman who was not already broken would not fuck for money with men she does know, cannot trust and she knows will control her.

A girl or woman not already broken would hate any man or woman who place her in that position.

But to become a whore, you must close down at the moment you first have sex for money.

Close down any emotions. Emotions of disgust, of fear, of wanting help.

Close down that physical pain is taking over your body.

Close the depths of sorrow, know that you no longer can have tears.

Close down that you have the right to dignity.

Do that on the first time, and you are ready to be a whore.

Do that and you are a fuck-machine for any and all men.

That is a whore for you.

TO BE A WHORE IS TO BE DEAD

This can be kept up for years, for each man that fuck a whore is just fucking a dead body, so each man is the same to her.

To survive prostitution when being whored out, the woman and girl must murder herself.

She may be still breathing, she may still eat, she may sleep on occasions, she may still shop, she may even have another life outside whoring – but she knows she is really just nothing.

She is dead, the living dead, but her existence is only real as men fuck her, as she is sold for more fucking.

Her will is their will, how she moves her body is their eyes and minds, her interests are their interests, her health is their hands, her mental welfare is their plaything.

Outside their presence, she has no reality.

Men create the whore – then curse her for getting their way.

They curse her as they rape her and named that sex, or even love.

They curse her as they beat her, and then say it whats she likes, didn’t the whore say so.

They curse her as they do porn and torture on her body, and re-named as rough sex, S and M playing, or just his passion took over.

They curse her with words that he pretends she invented.

All she can do is be dead, and hope she can forgot some of what just happened.

SOME LIFE AFTER

For those whores who are lucky enough to exit prostitution, it becomes very clear that the poison of being whored out is deep inside their essence.

Most exited whores do and can make a full and often good life for themselves – but it is usually through a fog of distorted memories of fear, pain and grief.

Most of the tortures and hate they had to endured was survived by forcing it outside their mind and body.

To survive as a whore you cannot know the agony that is continually into your body.

Whores are raped on a constant level in ways that good women would go to hospital, would want to commit suicide, would know as rape or torture.

Whores knows to ignore such pain, to not see bleeding, to not know how they ripped up inside, not recognise bruises or cuts.

Whores just know they somehow alive, and some other man is waiting for them.

To survive as a whore the language of rape, battering, humans rights and torture must be closed off from you. This language will destroy, for it holds out hope without any real change.

Later, the fortunate exited whore can reclaim that language and force others to frame all prostitution inside those words, and prayer bloody hard that other women and girls can be prevented from becoming whores.

That is what all whores dream so hard for.

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