Poem for My Teenager

I cannot

See

See when

Death surrounds me

I have

Forgotten how

To

Cry.

I can’t breathe

As every

Breath

Tastes of

Sperm

Piss

Sweat

Blood

I can’t hear

Only listen

As

I hope that

Is only

My heart beating

I can’t touch

Only

Penises burning

My skin

Blocking my throat

Showing me

Holes

I won’t

Know

I can’t smell

As semen

From

Deep throating

Up into my

Nose

Sicking out

I am not

Human

Not

Alive

Only

I smile

I say words

Of encouragement

Form positions

To make

Pictures

Seen from

Porn

I won’t

Smell

My terror

Sweating out of

Every cell

In me

I refuse to

Feel

As they

Stroke me

Paw at me

Drag out my

Cunt

Burn my

Anus

Smash my

Head and stomach

I will not

Hear words

Fucking slut

Bitch

Gagging for it

Wouldn’t do this

To real women

Fuck you

I refuse to

Taste the

Sick gagging

Me up

That each

Swallow burns

My throat

I bloody

Won’t see

That is me

Planted on

The bed

Not shaking

Not crying

Not knowing

There is a

No

I don’t care

I won’t care

Coz

I am dead

Anyhow

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