Hustler I Hate You

This is dedicated to my six-year-old and to my prostituted soul who had to be a porn-toy

HUSTLER I HATE YOU

I was

Innocent

Once

I had

Trust

I could

Touch

Without

Performing

I was a

Child

Once

Who

Saw

Good

Not

Fear and

Sickness

Then

Hustler

Was laid

Down

In front

Of me

Seeing

What

My mind

Didn’t want

To know

Seeing

Machines shoved

Into screaming

Women

Seeing

Cartoons

I couldn’t

Laugh

Cartoons

Women mounted

On walls

On cars

Smashed onto

Beds

Seeing

Chester the

Molester

Fun to

Rape

Girls

Just a

Laugh

I was

Frozen

Knowing

I was

Next

I waited

And

Never

Cried

When I was

Fucked

Later

As money

Handed over

As I

Posed

As

Remembered

As

Tortured

As

I always

Known

Would happen

As remembering

Images

Cartoons

I became

Part of

A Hustler

Fuck-dream

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3 responses to “Hustler I Hate You

  1. Exactly. How. It. Is.
    There is nothing ’empowering’ about screwing up people’s sexuality.
    There is nothing ’empowering’ about adult men shoving their warped fucked up attitudes about women onto young girls.
    There is nothing ’empowering’ about turning women into dehumanised caricatures.
    Yet these men have more rights to push their filth than women having privacy or space to be the women they want to be.
    Every pornographer clips a woman’s wings and stops her from rising.

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  2. Susan so well said. These men have more rights than women do. Rebecca another powerful piece. It gives the feeling of going down and down into the cesspool that you describe so well. Thank you for sharing it. Sending you healing energies ~ they will not win ~ you will rise ~ your wings regrown and stronger than ever. Much love Jonina

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