I am trying to be self-employed, but it is very scary and I not sure how to do it.
I am writing to my readers for practical help, and emotional back-up.
I am completely broke until the 23rd of this month, so I could really do with advice how to make this blog a permanent earner.
I hate writing this – but I feel I more than emotional support from my readers.
I have many long-term readers who have seen my determination, my ups and downs, my resistance to the sex trade lobby.
I know many of loyal readers have seen I do my work through and with complex PTSD.
One factor of my PTSD is when I have no money, or running out of food – I become extremely triggered.
I am used to dealing, with acting like I am fine when my world is crashing in on me.
I put on my Survivor’s face, and become an island.
But no-one can live as an island, especially when not understanding the rules of asking for help or support.
Prostitution is a cruel teacher, and some of its useless lessons are not obvious to many outsiders.
The harsh lesson of being prostituted is to assume you cannot ask for help or expect others to care.
Through this blog and its outreach, I am slowly learning that is a lie, a lie which is one way that the sex trade still destroy the prostituted whether they are exited or embedded in prostitution.
I am now reaching out, and asking if anyone respect and honour my work if we could set a long-term way of making some cash.
I was thinking if loyal readers give through PayPal the minimum of £1 a week, or £3 a month to make some kind of business.
I am new to all this, and don’t want to guilt-trip or put pressure on anyone.
To be honest, the most helpful thing that could be done is to have advice of how to get permanent contributions for my work.
This blog is making me poor, so it would heartening if that was not so.